Sun Basket: Meal Delivery Services

Ingredients for an Indian bean stew from Sun Basket

Meal Delivery Services are all the rage these days. The most familiar is probably Blue Apron, which advertises aggressively on social media and elsewhere. One of Steve’s daughters and her partner in Brooklyn use it, and although both are good cooks, they say it’s upped their culinary game. The experience inspired Julia to make General Tsao’s Chicken for us over Christmas, which definitely was complicated and did not take a few ingredients and 30 minutes to prepare. Having everything prepped for you definitely makes cooking a gourmet-ish meal faster.

I’ve been a skeptic, not of the experience but of the benefits claimed by these companies. The ad for Blue Apron that plays on my Facebook feed continuously definitely suggests their service is benefiting small, organic farmers and provides a farm-to-table experience. What I’ve read in Modern Farmer suggests farmers are being pressured to grow a single vegetable crop at lower-than-market prices for the service, which of course also only buys perfect-looking produce.

And then there are questions about treatment of workers as the services scale up. Blue Apron has had trouble with its warehouse workers. Here’s a recent article, and the original Buzzfeed report. In keeping the meals affordable, the people who grow the food and package the meals means labor costs are high. And yet, these businesses have grown so quickly– and multiplied– that they are the current darling of investors.  I suspect there is a lot of overvaluing now that is pouring in seed money that will be used up quickly and, as prices rise, the model will collapse.

A third criticism is of the packaging. Although the companies seem to do their best to make things recyclable, it’s a lot of packaging for a small amount of food. For one thing, the food has to be kept cold until the recipient can unpack it. The Sun Basket delivery was entirely recyclable and told you how to recycle each piece (but we didn’t drain and recycle the ice bags).

 

My friend Doug in Southern California is a subscriber to Sun Basket, a certified organic service that provides regular meals and vegetarian, gluten-free, and paleo options. I was there one Wednesday when the box was delivered mid-day to get the sole and ground turkey into the fridge. I have to admit, it was fun to receive a package of meals in the mail! It was chock full of goodies, brown bags that included, for instance, a couple peeled cloves of garlic or a nub of ginger. A little baggie of dried fruits and nuts for a warm salad, and a whole cauliflower. Doug gets a mix of gluten-free and paleo meals. He gets 3 meals/week, 2 servings each. This means food for him (when I’m not there) for 6 meals. He usually takes the leftovers for lunch. The cost is $80/week, about $12.50/meal. If you actually ate these meals for 6 dinners and only bought food for breakfast and simple lunches, grocery bills could be kept to $100/week, which is about what I spend for two at our house.

Also, if you ate these portions, which were really satisfying and delicious, you could lose weight. You get exactly enough ingredients to make the meal for that night. No desserts. No leftovers. Which, hey, I LOVE leftovers, but we also eat larger portions and more starches and sides because we’re cooking for ourselves from scratch for reals.

Doug had been in Spain for three weeks, so he had almost no food in the house when I arrived. It was interesting and good to just buy what I thought I’d use and eat simply. I did eat out a bit, definitely more than I do here, but Doug and I only ate out once. The concept of six delicious dinners at home and one meal out is super appealing.

Doug cooking

There was nothing in these packages that Doug couldn’t make with a recipe card. However, I don’t think he’d make any of this without the prepared ingredients. He says he’s lazy, but it really is about quantities and a variety of delicious meals. For a single person, buying the right combination of ingredients in the right quantities– at a Whole Foods, I’m thinking– would be tricky. And it’s daunting to come home with a head of cauliflower and acorn squash and ground turkey and lemongrass and go about it.

Sun Basket, unlike Blue Apron, provides pre-made sauces. The lemongrass paste for the turkey meatballs and scallions in a lemongrass broth was included. The recipe card told you how to make it from scratch, but why would you?

The meals definitely took only 20-30 minutes to make, even the Indian bean stew. The cauliflower rice was already riced. Pastes and sauces made. And the recipe cards took you through making the warm salad and sole filet in parchment so that everything was ready at exactly the same time.

It is extremely satisfying cooking, and you don’t have to think at all. In this way, it’s the perfect product for our time. You get the illusion of supporting small farmers. You definitely get healthy food in delicious combinations. And you get to assemble it yourself. There is no comparison between these meals and frozen dinners, even the high end ones.

One thing I liked about Sun Basket is that the meals came to Doug from San Jose, California, down to Los Angeles (although they deliver from there to eight western states). That seemed a reasonable travel distance. Because, of course, petroleum costs to ship all these packaged meals is a fourth criticism.

In the 1950s, a company that wanted to sell cake mixes did a survey of housewives. They asked them to rate the character of two shoppers on the basis of the contents of their shopping carts. The carts had the exact same ingredients with one exception: one woman had a boxed cake mix. This woman was judged by her peers to be a floozy who didn’t care about her family. REAL women make cakes from scratch!

The company worked on the model and found that women approved if the housewife had to add an egg and oil. That was enough to qualify the mix as a shortcut and not a cheat.

These meal kits are shortcuts like cake mixes. But they are not cooking from scratch– to me that involves planning and buying the ingredients and doing the decision-making to prepare a meal. That is probably unfair of me. I work part-time. I’m happy to spend time and energy on my garden and cooking.

Also, unlike most people, I have the luxury of changing my lifestyle to consume primarily locally produced, in-season food. Adjusting to eating seasonally and growing and preparing the bulk of my food was not easy. We eat no “convenience” foods at all. I never ate a lot of them, but now I barely dip into the center aisles at the grocery store.

Tonight I’ll be making pasta and a chicken breast in a sauce of canned garden cherry tomatoes and local mushrooms, onions and (not at all local) olives. As I said in my last blog, winter is when I indulge in non-seasonal and non-local ingredients. It will be much simpler than any of the Sun Basket meals. It will be tasty. And there will be leftovers.

 

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Raised Beds (Greenhouse Edition)

I’m home! And Steve has been busy while I’ve been away. In addition to cleaning out his parents’ house, he was putting the finishing touches on the greenhouse– including installing the major exhaust fan and small fans, installing the heater (which will be attached to a propane tank), and finally, building five raised beds.

Once the beds are filled with soil (a potting mix being prepared for us by Mississippi Topsoils in Cold Spring: compost is too rich and soil is too mineral-y), I’m going to start with peas and spinach and greens. Once the beds are finished, the tables will be built and we can start growing microgreens and sprouts and of course, prairie plugs (the real purpose of the greenhouse).

Everything is better…in bed (me standing in an empty raised bed)

I’ve entered the world of “one year ago”… as it was mid-February when I was in the process of getting a cancer diagnosis, followed by all that treatment. And as I go about my business now, still suffering from fatigue and some bone aches and a bad shoulder where all the nerves have revolted against me, I think about the not-too-distant time when I couldn’t do even this. Yesterday, I planted the leeks, those plants that need six months to mature, and the rest of the tray in sunflower sprouts.

I kind of lost heart making hummus, though, and left it for today. I didn’t know this, but the low point for me in all that treatment seems to have been the day I couldn’t muster the focus or energy to make a batch of hummus. No doubt I’ll keep coming face to face with other lows. There are some planting lows, like the day it took me three trips to the basement to plant 24 tomato and 24 pepper seeds I then didn’t have the energy to label. That was not a good day. The many days I wanted to but couldn’t find the energy to mound the leeks.

Quinoa and butternut squash salad with dried apricots

I have been cooking up a storm, however. We’re continuing Steve’s work while I was gone in “eating down the pantry” and the freezer. I also started a February Middle Eastern cooking challenge with my Facebook cookbook group. I like cooking other cuisines in winter when I don’t have fresh vegetables and so don’t mind digging into more “exotic” and out of season ingredients.

So last week I made this, my favorite chicken recipe from the Jerusalem cookbook, and also a quinoa salad with carmelized onions and dried apricots, to which I added the last of the garden butternut squash. We bought some lettuce, so the day before had big salads with the last of a jar of pickled beets, feta, and a vinaigrette with the fancy olive oil I got for Christmas. And last night I couldn’t help myself. Though we had dry pasta, I wanted fresh made, so took a few cubes of pesto out of the freezer and made some fettuccine!

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Coffee House Culture

Long Beach, California, is rich with coffee houses. All the old ones are still in place, and plenty more have popped up in the 12 years I’ve been gone. Like I did when I lived here and had tons of papers to grade each week, I’ve been spending a fair amount of time in them.

When I lived in Long Beach, back in 2003-05, I was sad. I had arrived married, but within a year my husband left. I made a pact with myself that I would say “yes” to every invitation, not easy for an introvert like me. Luckily, I quickly fell in with a group of fellow teachers: Lydia and Lina Llerena, who had grown up in Long Beach, Doug Eisner, and Russell Magerfleisch. This group was already spending a lot of time in coffee houses, we all lived within a mile of each other, and it was the advent of cell phones so we could easily make plans to gather. (Texting was not yet a thing. We made calls.)

We spent hours and hours and hours in the coffee houses of Long Beach. There was no end to the amount of hanging out we could do. Sometimes we’d break for dinner and then go to a movie. Lydia and her now-husband Jim were in a band and we’d go to the bowling alley to hear them play in a back room. We listened to a fair amount of live music, including shows at the Long Beach record shop Fingerprints. I wouldn’t say I got happier, but I was comforted and well companioned.

I also learned during that time that Doug and I traveled well together. He accompanied me on an epic Route 66 trip when I moved all my stuff from LA to Minnesota.

I have been in Long Beach ten days. The first morning I did a quick Yelp search for the closest coffee shop and found that Henry’s Market two blocks away had become Honeybee’s, a fine place for a cup of coffee and a bagel.

I have been to my old neighborhood coffee shop, Portfolio, three times. It looks fancy from the outside but it is actually the same tattoo-and-burnt-out-artist-looking haven it always was. The second time there, I ran into a guy who has been in two yoga classes with me. The friend I was with, Martine, was surprised and not surprised I knew someone. “Long Beach is a small town in many ways,” she said.

I ran into Suzanne Greenberg on consecutive days, Friday at Rose Park, a fancy coffee shop with the motto: “Welcome to the Process” on one wall. On the next day, a rainy Saturday morning at Bogart’s in Seal Beach, one town away, she was just leaving as we entered. I went there with Lydia and later Jim, Doug, and Tom met us and we went next door for tacos. Oh yeah. Long Beach living!

Suzanne and I already had plans to meet on Sunday at yet another coffee shop, Polly’s, whose mural is on the cover of her first book of short stories. Polly’s, with its outdoor patio and on-site roasting, was one of our favorite coffee shops.

On Tuesday Doug and I met Lydia at Peet’s on 2nd Street.

On days off from yoga, Doug likes to go to Viento y Agua, next door to the studio, because they have brewed matcha. It is kind of dark in there and the coffee was a little on the sour side for me. But the owner, Bella, is SO friendly and kind. I also ran into him while walking on the beach. He was in the other lane on a bike.

Time is running out for me to visit The Library on Broadway, but it is close. It could still happen.

I think Long Beach might have been where I developed my theory that all you had to do was leave your house for things to happen. Maybe that was Chicago, though I didn’t do a lot of hanging out in Chicago. Chicago is a small town in many ways, too, but the social engagements are more coordinated. Maybe even more purposeful. Unless you are just there to welcome the process. Right now I’m working on committing to going out more to volunteer in my own community and make more plans with friends.

I haven’t done the “work” I planned on doing this trip. There’s been a lot more social time, which has been wonderful. Lots of toasting and prayers of gratitude and just casual celebrating of my good health and our friendships. A trip to Disney Hall yesterday was a bonus, followed by a lovely dinner party hosted by Danielle where no one seemed to know a thing about football.

Here’s to coffee. And a place to drink it.

 

 

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Surprises

While I’ve been here in California, Steve has been busy working on his new landscaping website, building raised beds in the greenhouse, visiting his elderly aunt and his parents in the nursing home, and cleaning out the family house in Sleepy Eye, two hours from our house.

He went right to work tackling “the work room,” an unfinished part of the basement that was crammed with “stuff” and files. It was the usual jumble of photos and old papers and unanswered Christmas cards, as well as old small appliances and a set of Encyclopedia Britannica it is impossible to get rid of. He has filled four dumpsters and is now down to the nitty gritty, sorting papers and photos into three piles: trash, recycle, save.

In this process, he has developed a deeper appreciation for his mother’s creativity. We all knew Betty was creative. A story from her childhood was of painting the family piano pink. She had a flair for home decorating, choosing modern, bold fabrics. She made wonderful hand-drawn Christmas cards and felt-on-burlap wall decorations. Much is made of Steve’s paternal grandfather Martin Heymans and the plays he wrote and published with the Catholic Dramatic Movement in the 1920s. But Betty has always talked about her own writing. Usually she spoke of it dismissively saying she published some things but mostly wrote and edited Catholic education newsletters. She often talks about a story she wrote in college, “Mother Married the Milkman,” which drew great praise from her teacher, Sister Mariella Gable, OSB. She tells this story because, she says, she was in a class with a lot of “great and serious writers,” and she was a milkman’s daughter from Faribault. Like so many, that encouragement by her teacher kept her writing.

No one knew how much writing she did, however. Steve found a fat file of rejection letters for work that Betty submitted to magazines like American Baby and Catholic publications. Also, this one from Hallmark Cards. The language in those 1960s and ’70s rejections is quite familiar: “Thank you for sending these materials to Xxx Magazine. Unfortunately, they do not meet our editorial needs at this time.”

Some pieces did get published, but her children don’t remember seeing them. She continued to submit stories to the literary journal published by the College of Saint Benedict into the 1970s. In addition to “Mother Married the Milkman,” Betty often talks about the alliterative slogans she wrote for her father’s dairy: “Mandel Milk Makes Many Mighty Men,” for example.

Not only did she write, she took hundreds of photographs. Among the best are those that chronicle two trips she made before she got married. One was with a fellow teacher to New York City and the East Coast. The other was west to California with her parents. Three photos, particularly, show me who Betty was and where she came from.

The first is of Betty descending the steps of St. Patrick’s Cathedral in New York. She looks ready to take on the world, sophisticated even. I would bet she made that bold polkadot dress herself for the trip.

The second is of her parents, Harry and Julia Mandel, taking a break on the trip west to see the scenery. Another shows Harry viewing a dam in Nebraska.

Betty Mandel Heymans married in 1956 and had her first child, Steven, in 1957. She is the mother of eight and a delight to this day. Even with dementia, she is kind and happy and helpful. Her daughter Amy often takes her to the school next door to the nursing home where they help stuff envelopes and do other tasks. Here she is cutting out hearts for a teacher to use in a Valentine’s Day project.

 

Everyone I’ve visited in California– and my sister in Seattle– is dealing in one way or another with aging parents. Broken hips, dementia, the pain of downsizing, grief and letting go.

It feels like we’ve moved fully into the 21st century these days. Three people here have talked to me about the advent of driverless cars. The current political situation is, I believe, the beginning (or middle) of the fall of the American Empire. The next generation, and even my generation, live differently– mobile and entrepreneurial with communities that are increasingly virtual. The loss of parents– and the discovery of parents’ pasts– gives many of us a last look back at “the American century,” and a deeper look, possibly, into ourselves.

 

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Static

It has been so long since I’ve posted! I usually don’t feel like posting when I’m on vacation because it feels so outside of ordinary life, which is the focus of this blog.

After a lovely week with my sister near Seattle, I’m in Long Beach, California, now. I lived here from 2002-2005, before I moved to Minnesota. I’m surprised how long ago that was, and that I still have so many friends here. I’m here for almost two weeks, staying with my good friend, former teaching colleague and travel companion, Doug Eisner. His place is three blocks from where I lived when I was here.

The first day I went for a walk to see what things were still intact. I would have placed a bet that Broadway Video, a fantastic neighborhood video store, would be no more. But no, there it was, seeming the same as when I left. And two doors down from there, my real destination, my former massage therapist Donna Castillejo. Though she’s not available for a massage until the day I leave (this is more like physical therapy, actually, for my frozen shoulder), she referred me to someone else who is quite good.

blooming lavender

Long Beach looks so much the same to me. And this morning it occurred to me that I always thought Southern California had a very static quality to it. Despite the traffic and noise– helicopters still patrolling the beach, people and gardeners and cars– the houses and yards and plants– the environment– feels still. I’m not sure I can explain it. I remember visiting friends in LA a long time ago, friends who had all sorts of objects outside, including a somewhat trashed Eames chair they’d found in the alley. I kept wanting to bring things inside, for protection. And the windows had no screens (there were no bugs). But there in LA things could stay where they were for a long time. Even the slight rains evaporated quickly and didn’t leave anything soggy or mildewed.

This winter there have been torrential rains, and a friend pointed out the six-year-olds have not experienced rain in their lives, due to the drought. Not pouring rain. Not a night of rain.

Standing on the beach you can look at a backdrop of snow-covered mountains. They are very impressive. They are also flat as paper dolls. I mean, even the line of trees behind our house, which I’ve been contemplating this winter, have texture those mountain peaks lack.

There’s nothing really like the grand stillness of a row of palm trees.

There is nothing like the static quality of a bird of paradise. I am sure they were closed before I got here, but were they? They seem to always be in bloom down here. They are exactly as I remember them.

All of that is reassuring. It is so easy here to walk through space. I went out in the evening, though I was very tired, to the grocery store for a few things. I walked back with the things in my backpack. There was no weather, and there isn’t even a sense of temperature– hot in the sun, yes, but not oppressively so (thank you ocean). And there is plenty– rosemary hedges in bloom! (Bees buzz around the flowers but don’t fly in anyone’s screenless windows.)

Everything is beautiful and stays beautiful.

It is a lovely place to visit. And filled with lovely people who have complicated lives and are very friendly. I am having a very good time.

Today I had a couple disappointments– a poetry prize I was really hoping to at least be a finalist for did not come through. And in a very basic “restorative” yoga class I was so discouraged by all I could not do and how challenging it was (dang shoulder, dang feet). At that massage yesterday the therapist talked about pooling emotions or the difficulty of “working trauma” out of the body. My emotions do feel stopped up and in many ways buried in my body. I can’t seem to will myself into anger or grief or any strong emotion. I can’t will my shoulder to release or open. As she said: “so many bundles and clusters of nerves so very, very angry at me.”

I breathe and direct my energy into letting go, into release, even into “a curious quality” as I explore what things feel like in my body without effort. I lie there over the blanket or bolster opening my heart. I lie there with my right forefinger touching thumb, my left ring finger touching thumb, waiting to feel energy in my joints. I pull my breath to the outside of my ribs, expel it down and out through my feet, draw it into the belly and expel it up into the crown of my head.

And yet I feel static, even in all the chaos. I feel pain when I try to move even in simple ways: lifting my arms over my head, interlacing my hands and twisting.  There is stillness and there is stillness. I don’t want to be a groomed palm or a mountain backdrop. I can’t figure out exactly what I want to be.

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Deer Playground

This winter the deer are coming closer to the house than they ever have before.

Last summer we were amazed by how much wildlife we were seeing. Nothing major– no coyotes or foxes– but there just seemed to be a wider variety of everything: birds, rodents, bees and butterflies. We credit the prairie, of course, which is now more than 10 years old and has been expanded nearly every year.

Unlike last winter, this winter we’ve had snow pretty regularly, and long stretches of bitter cold. But I’m not sure if that is what has brought out the deer.

But they are here every night. And every morning, like looking for evidence of Santa’s sleigh, I look out to see what they’ve done, what ground they’ve cleared.

Steve has seen them twice. Once he went out on the patio about 8:30 p.m. and saw three deer under the oak tree, looking back at him, waiting patiently until lights out to come closer and graze.

Another night he woke up about 2 a.m. and looked out the window to see them digging through the snow to eat the grass underneath. The large patches of ground and myriad tracks certainly make one think of reindeer games.

Winter is such a silent time out here. In one of my online yoga programs, the instructor asks the student to listen. I was surprised by the depth of the silence in my room. I heard a bird, but it was on the video! Deer, too, though they are such large creatures, are mysteriously silent as they live alongside us.

Last week I was reading a book of poems by one of my old teachers, Jean Valentine, and I read these lines in a poem called “The One You Wanted to Be Is the One You Are”:
“Their breath like a tree’s breath. Their silence
like a deer’s silence.”

It reminded me of all the thinking I did last summer about “transpiration,” the way trees drink in water and breathe it out to form cumulus clouds. And I thought a while about the particular silence of deer. I wrote a summer poem… maybe a winter one is also required.

Transpiration

Their breath like a tree’s breath, their silence
like a deer’s silence.
Jean Valentine

This summer I learned about transpiration.
The trees puff out clouds, water
rising invisibly from their leaves

in transparent waves, so much water
from a single tree, so much water
from a tightly planted field of corn.

A shimmering rising of exhaling trees,
and we say: Oh my, the humidity!
and lick the salty rain from our lips.

The deer lie in their secret shade
or pick their way through the woods,
having their fill of new leaves.

They drink in the wet breath of trees,
they feast on cotton clouds, until dusk,
when they suddenly appear at pond’s edge.

 

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Goat and Other Stews

I am done with goat. I will order it out, if we go to a Somali or other East African restaurant, but I don’t think I’ll buy it and cook it again.

It’s not the flavor, which is very good. But the “stew meat,” which is what I can get at local Somali groceries is really hard to work with! It’s tough and full of bones, including small, sharp bones. The bones fall out or are visible after a couple hours of stewing, so there’s not much chance of putting one in your mouth, but still. I just don’t feel like I get enough meat for my buck with goat at the moment.

For my very flavorful goat stew, I started with this recipe from the New York Times cooking site. This month a group and I are focusing on recipes from this site, which is deep and wide, and incredibly well indexed and organized. It’s replaced epicurious.com as my go-to recipe site. I like the options for anything I want to cook. I can adapt and combine (like with the Hoppin’ John Cassoulet).

marinating goat

Before cooking, I looked at a number of other Caribbean recipes. My favorite site is Cook Like A Jamaican. Since the Times recipe didn’t specify a type of curry powder, I used Fay’s recipe for Jamaican curry powder. Even though I made a small batch, it exhausted my turmeric, allspice, and coriander! And I used a mix of whole spices (mustard and cumin) that I toasted and ground, and others I had only in ground form (I didn’t have fenugreek at all). I also substituted a large sweet potato for the regular potatoes.

Again, I have to smile and feel smug when I cook with cancer-fighting ingredients like ginger, turmeric, garlic, and sweet potatoes. In the end, this stew was flavorful and good, and I would make it again with lamb or beef or even chicken (Fay has a chicken curry recipe here). It was even good as leftover stew, and made enough for six servings.

Caribbean Goat Curry

  • 2 pounds boneless lamb (or goat) stew meat, cut into 2-inch chunks
  • 4 tablespoons curry powder, separated
  • 1 tablespoon kosher salt (I use less and offer more at the table)
  • 1 teaspoon ground ginger
  • 1 teaspoon black pepper
  • 1 large white onion, chopped
  • 4 garlic cloves, smashed and peeled
  • ½ inch fresh ginger, peeled and coarsely chopped
  • 4 whole allspice berries
  • 2 thyme sprigs, leaves stripped
  • 4 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil, more as needed
  • 1 ½ cups diced potato, sweet potato is great
  • 1 cup diced carrots
  • 1 to 2 small Scotch bonnet or other hot red/green peppers, seeded and chopped
  • Cooked white rice or coconut rice, (coconut rice is just made with half water / half coconut milk)
  • Lime wedges, for serving
  • Fresh cilantro leaves, for serving
  1. In a food processor, combine 2 Tbs curry powder, salt, ground ginger, pepper, onion, garlic, fresh ginger, allspice, thyme and 2 Tbs oil. Puree until smooth. Put in a bowl with the lamb. Cover with plastic wrap and place in the fridge to marinate 2-24 hours.
  2. In a large dutch oven, heat 2 Tbs oil and brown the goat on all sides. Do this in batches if necessary– don’t crowd the goat. If needed, add more oil for batches.
  3. When the meat is browned, return it to the pot and cover with water. Simmer for 1 hour or more. Goat is best simmered longer to break it down… Lamb or beef don’t need as much stewing time.
  4. Add potatoes and carrots and pepper and remaining 2 Tbs curry powder and cook uncovered at least 30 minutes, until vegetables are fork tender.
  5. If you want, remove the meat and vegetables and reduce the sauce. It can be pretty thin at first, but you need the liquid to cover the meat and vegetables. We didn’t mind the thin sauce, and I don’t have the patience to remove everything to cook down the sauce!
  6. It is worth it to make the rice with coconut milk. You can also just make the rice and pour some coconut milk over it before topping it with the stew (I did this with the leftovers to use up the can of coconut milk). I also served it with black beans.
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Deep Clean and Great Finds

I’ve been hauling this file cabinet around the country since at least 1997. Though I think I got it earlier because I sort of remember it standing on the porch in our last apartment in Chicago. I can picture it everywhere I’ve lived, like the Tardis from Doctor Who. Like the Tardis, it also seems bigger on the inside than the outside. I’ve put stuff in it all those years and don’t remember ever taking anything out.

Well, sometimes I’d go through the bulging “warranties” drawer and see what technology or appliances we no longer own. At some point I ditched the documents for buying my first house in 1999 (sold in 2001).

But now I need those drawers to be “working” and not just storage. So I’m going through it ruthlessly and tossing not just the manual for that zip drive and restore disks for my first laptop (circa 2004 thinkpad). I had half a drawer of maps. Maps! And books and brochures detailing hikes. Because I always thought I’d go back, maybe, to one of those places in Virginia or Montana or California or Nevada. If I do, I can get a new map.

I’m not getting rid of my map of Eastern Europe, which I bought for a class on Eastern European history and culture in 1985. I spent some time with it this morning, this time looking at places that are no longer places and at immigration routes from Turkey and Greece toward Europe (never toward Russia…)

But the greatest find of the day was a manila envelope marked “Reading Cartoons.” In it was a large packet of pages from the Chicago Tribune comic strip my mother used to teach me to read. It was a phonics program, back in the late 1960s. The color pages were for Sunday. And page one was, no surprise to me, the letter “h.”

And here he is, Harry, the subject of the title poem of my book H is for HarryJust like I remember him.

Here are a few others. I like this tricky one: “ide” that ends with “cried” to show how the language can throw you off in a minute!

And of course I like this one for “ink” that starts with Sink! Must have been a Sunday because it’s in color.

I think “mink” was a more useful word in 1967 than it is today. Maybe. Ink pots had already disappeared by then of course, too. Here is part of the “instructions” for parents on the back of the first cartoon. It was a full page of telling parents how to encourage and build the self esteem of their children, especially those who have trouble reading (hint: it’s because they’re gifted).

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The Arrival of Christ: What Kind of Gift Is This?

(CNS photo courtesy Conception Abbey)


I wrote this during the second week in Advent and sent it to a few Catholic publications, hoping to get it on one of their blogs. Now Christmas is almost over– Epiphany is today if you go by the “old” liturgical calendar (it will always be January 6 for me!) And this piece seems relevant to Epiphany, the celebration of the Incarnation recognized by the three kings. I continue to think about the film 
Arrival, and particularly about the way language shapes us and the importance of understanding how meaning resides in language. What closer analogy than kings recognizing a new way through contact with a baby.

 

Each Advent season, as we await the Birth of Christ, we contemplate the nature of the Revelation. Especially this year traveling through Matthew’s gospel, we spend some time with John the Baptist and all those waiting and wondering what form the promised Christ will take.

In some ways, for the waiting Jews, it must have been like the aliens who come to earth in the film Arrival. First, they notice a strange star. The star portends the coming of the Christ—and kings and shepherds go to find out what kind of king this is, who it is the angels are singing about. They find a baby, and rather than risk a threat to his power, even in the form of a baby, King Herod calls for the slaughter of Jewish children under the age of two.

Viewers of the film will recognize the impulse. Although the aliens make no movement to destroy anything, their very presence is a threat to world leaders. And despite the aliens’ attempt to communicate with people around the world, there is distrust of them and their motives. Eventually, some of the most powerful nations on earth (Russia, China) want to blow the aliens out of the sky.

What is at the center of the argument for and against the aliens is the interpretation of a single sentence: “We have come to give you a gift.” A gift is good, but what if the word isn’t “gift” but rather should be translated as “advantage,” or “weapon.” What if the aliens have come to “deliver” a “weapon”? It’s all a matter of interpretation.

Finally the linguist at the center of the film, Louise Banks (Amy Adams), understands, because of her increasingly deep understanding of the alien language, that they have come indeed to give a gift, and the gift is their language.

Their gift is the Word. According to the main premise of the film, language shapes our understanding and view of the world, fundamentally shapes our brains. The difference in language is the difference between “gift,” “advantage,” and “weapon.” The power of the language the aliens give is that, once mastered, it shapes the brain in a way that transcends time. Also, and more importantly, it shapes the brains of all who truly learn the language toward world peace.

A language that, understood and utilized, results in world peace. To me that sounds like Christ. Our pursuit, with Christians of all times, to understand and shape our brains and hearts according to the Word, to become more like Christ, will result in the coming of God’s kingdom on earth. A kingdom where the lion will lie down with the lamb. The peaceable kingdom.

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Hoppin’ John Cassoulet

If you’re a longtime reader of the blog, you’ll know that I love a good peasant stew. And my New Year’s efforts have been a bit over the top.

This year, though, I kind of lost my mind. It started back when I got my last box of Rancho Gordo beans. The box included a bag of “Super Lucky 2017 Black Eyed Peas.” So I knew I’d be making those January 1.

But it also included a bag of Marcellas, white beans named after Marcella Hazan. And in the box was a newsletter talking about cassoulet. So I’ve been thinking about obsessing over cassoulet since then.

Traditionally, it is made with duck fat and duck legs, along with pork belly and pork sausages and ham hocks. The goal of a great cassoulet is to build a deep brown crust on top, with the pork and creamy beans beneath.

But also, cassoulet, though it’s been completely fetishized, is peasant food. My favorite recipe and discussion of the subject is by Kenji Lopez-Alt here. It is still a crazy over-the-top recipe that substitutes gelatin and is specific about how to get that crust without the clay pot or the duck confit. Still, I was going to try it with those Marcella beans. But time passed and it didn’t happen.

As I looked around at black eyed peas recipes, though, I saw the ham hock again. I was settling in on this more simple recipe. Beans, ham hock. I also had four chicken thighs in the fridge that needed to be cooked. And then, at the meat market for the ham hock I asked about garlic pork sausage and found out they make a Christmas sausage ring that has real garlic in it, unlike their year-round sausage ring that uses garlic powder. Well, OK. Give me some of that!

In good peasant fashion, after soaking the beans overnight, I got out a whole bunch of stuff I wanted to use up from the fridge– I didn’t have celery, alas, but I did have a yellow pepper that needed to go. The last recipe I obsessed about was this Vegan Hoppin’ John by Terry Bryant. I went there for my spice mix: paprika, chili powder, red pepper, thyme, oregano, allspice.

I built up the fat with rounds of browning the meats, sauteed the onion and carrot and pepper (and saffron rice– the only mistake, although it did actually give maybe more texture in the end as the rice dissolved more or less over the long cook). Then I put in the beans, covered with broth, and piled the meat back on top. Into a 300 degree oven for 2.5 hours and it was fall-off-the-bone fabulousness. Which we will be eating for several weeks!

I was nervous the smaller beans might not hold up, but they did just fine. In addition to soaking them overnight, I simmered them about 15 minutes while I finished the browning and saute. As Kenji says, if you don’t get the crust right, no one is going to reject the food! And no one rejected this lovely pot of stew.

Hoppin’ John Cassoulet

Ingredients:
1 lb black-eyed peas soaked overnight

1 lb pork belly or heavy slab bacon
2 ham hocks (about 2 lbs)
garlic pork sausage (cut into pieces)
4-6 chicken drumsticks, thighs, or leg quarters
1 quart or more of chicken stock (low sodium)

1 onion diced
1 carrot diced
1 stalk celery diced
red pepper (optional)
1 tsp paprika
1 tsp chili powder
1/2 tsp allspice
1/2 tsp cayenne/red pepper flakes
1/2 tsp dried oregano
1/2 tsp dried thyme
4 cloves of garlic, minced
1-2 bay leaves
2 cups cooked rice (or one cup uncooked added when you assemble the stew for the oven)

Instructions

Preheat the oven to 300 F

In a heavy-bottomed pot brown the meat, starting with the bacon or pork belly. When it is cooked through, remove and add ham hocks to the pot. Brown on all sides. When the pork belly has cooled, chop it into pieces. When browned on all sides (approx 6 min) remove ham hocks to bowl with pork belly. Brown the pork sausage and remove to bowl. Finally, brown the chicken and remove that to the bowl with the other meats. You can remove the chicken skin at this point.

While sauteing the vegetables, simmer the black eyed peas in water. If you’d like, add onion, a piece of carrot, and bay leaf to the beans. In the pot where you rendered the meat, saute the onion, carrot, and celery until softened, about 5 minutes. Add the dry spices and saute another 2 minutes. Add the minced garlic and stir for 30 seconds.

Add the chicken stock, pour in the drained black-eyed peas, and layer the meats with chicken on top. Push the meat into the broth. Put the pot, covered, in the oven for two hours. Check it after an hour and add more broth if necessary. Push the meat down into the sauce. It should stay saucy to the end.

Cook the last half hour uncovered. Serve alone or over rice.

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